Reflections from the ongoing work of practice, leadership, and attention.
These essays reflect an ongoing practice of attention—exploring grief, leadership, belonging, and what it means to live into a new story, personally and collectively.
Stewarding the New Story: A Grand Synthesis of the New Story Stewards Program
How do we meet a world in upheaval? Through grounding, witnessing, shared grief, and connection to the divine, we begin to give the New Story form. A reflection on the New Story Stewards Program and how Spirit finds expression through our stewardship.
Embracing Mystical Life: Part Two
In this second reflection on Embracing Mystical Life, I explore the tension between surrender and responsibility, vocation and spiritual practice. Through contemplation of the Way of Community, questions about public service, leadership, writing, and spiritual formation emerge alongside a deeper inquiry into nature, presence, and the soul’s ongoing return to Spirit. This report on practice reflects on holding uncertainty, trusting the journey, and recognizing the threads of grace that have appeared throughout a lifetime.
Embracing Mystical Life: Part One
This reflection explores what it means to remember ourselves as souls in a culture that often pulls us toward distraction, productivity, and disconnection from deeper presence. Through stories, contemplative practice, personal reflection, and metaphor - from the Rainmaker and the Grail to mindfulness, social media, and the natural movement away from our source - it considers what it means to stay rooted in Spirit while living fully in modern life. Ultimately, this piece is about remembering connection, cultivating presence, and learning how to return to balance even as life continues to pull us outward.
Praying and Acting in Liminal Space
This period has been hard. I found myself reaching toward something that felt like it might change everything—only to watch it pass by. In reflecting on prayer, I began to see that it is not separate from action. To pray is to witness, to grieve, and to open ourselves to something beyond us. And from that place, we act. This piece explores what it means to stay open, to keep moving, and to find some grounding in a world that does not always offer any.
My Heart Doesn’t Fit in a Box
There is a growing amount of attention, energy, and legislation directed at a very small group of people. This piece steps back to ask why, and to explore the human, biological, and societal complexity we often ignore. A reflection on gender, grief, and the consequences of mistaking our categories for reality.
Learning to Live in Liminal Space
This synthesis reflects on the first five sessions of the New Story Stewards program, exploring how we learn to live in liminal space — the threshold between the Old Story that is unraveling and the New Story still emerging. Facing the reality of the polycrisis, it considers the practices of witnessing, grieving, prayer, and action as ways of grounding ourselves in humility, presence, and love while helping steward what comes next.
A Veil to Protect Community
Not every act of transparency strengthens trust. At a recent council meeting, I found myself wrestling with whether a small, intentional veil—keeping outcomes public while resisting personalization—might actually help preserve community connection in a time when division comes easily.
Grief as Learning: A reflection on The Grieving Brain
A reflection on grief as a learning process—how the brain struggles to update after loss, and how attention, time, and care can slowly reshape our relationship to what has changed.